Some bitter old thoughts & memories suddenly surface on your mind and keeps lingering for some hours or days. This may be triggered by some photos, minor incidents or just like that. They make me quiet and look dull. I know that.
But does that mean I express those feelings? Apparently, no. It only involves more people and the water becomes murkier with arguments and counter-arguments. It stretches the bitterness. More bitterness comes out of the closet. And, above all, it does not change the past. So, its best keep the turbulence within and wait for its natural death.
If only I had some pills, which I could have popped in, to erase those unpleasant moments from my life! For, those moments will never leave me - they will keep haunting me from time to time.
But does that mean I express those feelings? Apparently, no. It only involves more people and the water becomes murkier with arguments and counter-arguments. It stretches the bitterness. More bitterness comes out of the closet. And, above all, it does not change the past. So, its best keep the turbulence within and wait for its natural death.
If only I had some pills, which I could have popped in, to erase those unpleasant moments from my life! For, those moments will never leave me - they will keep haunting me from time to time.
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